I am the most horrible person ever ever ever ever ever ever ever. All I do is fuck things up. I fucked things up for my parents. I fucked up everything else on top of that. I am a genuinely bad person in too many ways to even count.
I’ve been crying since 3 this morning and it’s almost 10am now I literally want to die okay
During the week it’s pretty standard.
Breakfast: Black coffee
Lunch: 1 Provita cracker with Marmite
Supper: 1 apple
If I’m 100% sure I’m gonna pass out I’ll have a spoon of honey. Sometimes I’ll eat carrots, low fat yoghurt, tomatoes or celery.
I woke up really sick today and didn’t go to school. Had a really bad eating day on top of that (more than 200 calories in before lunchtime even). I was feeling super horrible and then I remembered that Jack Russell puppies actually exist and you can cuddle with them and have them lie on your lap and basically everything is okay again.