February 2012
Me: When a male honeybee climaxes during sex, his testicles explode and he dies.
Shinayde: I bet that’s how Jesus died.
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“Great minds sink alike, right?”
– Jay McInerney (The Story Of My Life)
Any tips?
My skin has been getting very, very bad. I’ve worn less foundation. I now have a full beauty ritual- I tone, cleanse, moisturize and everything. And my skin just keeps getting worse. I’m getting closer and closer to having a real acne problem. Do I need to take contraceptives or? Idk anyone know what I could do?
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TWO DOOR CINEMA CLUB IS COMING TO SOUTH AFRICA!!!!
OH MY GOD I’M HYPERVENTILATING I AM NOT EXAGGERATING I ACTUALLY CAN FEEL MY CHEST HURTING IT’S INVITE ONLY BUT I WILL WIN TICKETS AND OH MY GOD THIS IS THE BEST THING I’VE HEARD ALL YEAR. THIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY OPPORTUNITY EVER TO SEE AN INTERNATIONAL INDIE BAND I LIKE.
IADJHHJASD;, I AM SO SO SO SO SO EXCITED. I DON’T REMEMBER EVER BEING THIS EXCITED BEFORE!
EXCUSE THE...
Starting to study for a history test at midnight. I’m going places.
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nothing makes me happier than concerts.
i don’t know what i would do if i got to see a big international band/one of my favourite bands. i do not see how my tiny heart would possibly be able to survive it. just seeing local bands does something weird and wonderful to my insides. at concerts i can dance until i can’t move anymore, and scream until i can’t talk anymore. i have a sort-of “out of body”...
My grandma had too much wine. She’s telling me she’s wearing a g-string. I’m dying.
help me guys.
should i go to
avicii
or
infected mushroom?
Anonymous asked: get some help, please. You are both amazing and beautiful. Nobody should tell you otherwise or make you believe things that are essentially lies. Get psychiatric help, if your mother is allowing you to never go back to school then I'm sure she wouldn't mind you going to a psychologist. Fuck all those stupid people at your school. Talking shit about you shows signs of why they were bad...
Anonymous asked: I’m really sorry to hear about your friends. Try your hardest to stay positive though - if there’s no hope with your old friends then they probably aren’t worth it. You never know who your next friends will be, because you WILL find people you can trust and who care about you, you will not be alone. Things get better. If there’s only one thing that you keep telling...
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Anonymous asked: i'm sorry you lost your friends. xoxo
Anonymous asked: Why don’t you talk to your friends? I can totally imagine why you wouldn’t want to, but if you think you can trust them, then I think you should try. Then they’ll be able to see that they made wrong assumptions and all you need is for them to be there for you, which might make things a whole lot better for you. Obviously I don’t know them/you but maybe it’s worth a...
someone needs to fix me. normal people don’t sit in their rooms alone at night with the lights off rocking back and forth and throwing up and crying. i think i am already in the process of dying. i don’t know what else could hurt this much.
and fuck it, i sound like i’m attention-seeking again. everything i say sounds like that. i don’t know why i say anything anymore. it...
Anonymous asked: Just the fact that you can admit that you need help shows your strength, don’t undermine that. If you feel you need help, then do not hesitate to seize it, because you never know when it will be too late. I don’t want you to think I’m butting in on what’s obviously none of my business, but you seem strong fearless so whatever you can do to make yourself feel better, you...
i threw my phone out my window. it’s lying somewhere in my garden. i also deactivated my facebook. i feel fantastic.
Anonymous asked: you will be okay. even if you don't believe it now. you might think there are people who don't care about you, but in actual fact there are many people who really do care dearly about you (trust me i know). it is okay to be sad sometimes, but please before you do anything serious - like take pills - again, remember those people. people do love you, dearly, especially telling from the...
Anonymous asked: you're such a lovely person, its sad that you don't realise how lovely and beautiful you are. i would send you a message everyday reminding you if i could.
Anonymous asked: I think you are gorgeous and I LOVE your pink hair. I wish I had the balls to pull something off like that. I also think you are an exquisite writer. When I read your personal posts, I feel like I'm reading a story. You express yourself beautifully. I hope your writings of pain turn into writings of happiness though. Feel better. -Peace, love and happiness.
Today was fantastic. I ran out of math crying, then avoided the next two periods. I returned to have no-one even ask if I was okay lol. Yeah, I’m fine. Just lost the only friends I have at school. I lost my second closest friend I’ve ever had. Evereverever. And I found out people have been phoning eachother everyday bitching about me. Whatever I left home too and it’s fucking...
January 2012
i’m sorry i’ve been so distant. i just don’t know what to say- to anyone. not even people that are being nice. i don’t know what is appropriate to say anymore. i have to think for a while before i can say anything because nothing comes naturally. words come out as messy blobs of nothingness. it feels like if i blog all i’ll be doing is complaining and filling your...
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ccballet:
I’m Losing Myself- Robin Pecknold with...
You let me into your bed, and I let you into my heart. If I close my eyes for long enough I can feel your wet hair on my neck again. Again. But thinking of you feels foreign. There once was a time when I categorised and mapped-out your every feature, and now my mind battles to compile images of you. “Close your eyes for a bit longer. Wish a bit harder.” I don’t know what’s...
Anonymous asked: I know exactly how you feel. Last year I got into a depression and I would come home from college and cry and my mom didn't understand and would just yell "Why are you getting so upset" like she didn't care at all. She would make it so much worse cause I just wanted someone to realize how unhappy I was. My mom never would have suggested going to a therapist. I know therapy is...