February 2012
I hooked up with a boy this weekend that sucked my cheeks.
Literally. Sucked my cheeks.
I hate everything.
Because I have no life/no friends I am lying outside on the uncomfortable pavement looking at a starless sky. yay for Saturday nights.
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fuck. weed in my school bag.
just in hopes i get to smoke today. ah.
I really really want to/need to smoke weed soon.
some days i'm literally too sad to get outs of bed...
today is one of those days, and i should hopefully be out of it soon enough.
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If you die you're completely happy and your soul...
rest in peace. i love you.
Anonymous asked: You deserve to eat. You do not need to starve. You need food. You need energy.
I have more or less decided that I’ll be spending every Saturday for the rest of my life listening to Bright Eyes very late at night and crying .
Cool life.
It’s pretty shit because I’m around drunk people that started spewing shit out about my ex. Like, honestshit. The type you just spew out when you are very drunk. And wow. I am crying at someone’s birthday party. I think I’m gonna be crying for the next few days. I feel like that again..
neva eva gotten as high as i did today.
i think i am dying.
iPhone screen fucking cracked. I have no idea how or why. Just. I want to cry. Fuck.
Some Belgian kid moved to my school. He has the...
I got sky high today and then ate three plates of sushi, 16 springrolls, a full bread basket and chocolate brownies with ice-cream.
and now i’m ready to sleep.
In four days
It will be the anniversary of Kurt Cobain’s birth. I am going to cry so much.
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A toast. A toast to my inability to get over things. Maybe one day I’ll think of you and laugh. “Oh, him. I forgot he even existed!” Right now it doesn’t feel like I’ll ever get to that point. I drink to you. I drink for you. Saying your name leaves my throat stinging the same way downing a shoot too many too quickly does. Nothing I want to say comes out right. When you fall in love...
I don't really blog anymore because I have nothing...
I also realised how completely cliche/unoriginal I am in everything I say/do/post. Furthermore, school is consuming me. And I spend weekends going out and drinking too much to try and make myself feel “alive”. Either that or I lie in bed too much and think too much and eat too much. I am constantly moving in and out of a state of consciousness. I’m not really here. I’m...
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Fun fact: You can listen to Damien Rice songs on...
i'm almost entirely sure i had my drink spiked...
so so so shit.
Me: When a male honeybee climaxes during sex, his testicles explode and he dies.
Shinayde: I bet that’s how Jesus died.
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“Great minds sink alike, right?”
– Jay McInerney (The Story Of My Life)
Any tips?
My skin has been getting very, very bad. I’ve worn less foundation. I now have a full beauty ritual- I tone, cleanse, moisturize and everything. And my skin just keeps getting worse. I’m getting closer and closer to having a real acne problem. Do I need to take contraceptives or? Idk anyone know what I could do?
