I woke up really sick today and didn’t go to school. Had a really bad eating day on top of that (more than 200 calories in before lunchtime even). I was feeling super horrible and then I remembered that Jack Russell puppies actually exist and you can cuddle with them and have them lie on your lap and basically everything is okay again.
I feel overwhelmingly rejected by my parents and it’s made me hyper sensitive to rejection in general to the point where I cannot handle people not wanting me and I try obsessively hard to keep them interested (regardless of how often it fails). Being rejected feels like actual death.
I’m way too interested in people who are ridiculously uninterested in me.
I don’t like being told what to do unless I’m naked.