it's been a while since I stared at the stars

Just the fact that you can admit that you need help shows your strength, don’t undermine that. If you feel you need help, then do not hesitate to seize it, because you never know when it will be too late. I don’t want you to think I’m butting in on what’s obviously none of my business, but you seem strong fearless so whatever you can do to make yourself feel better, you should, as I’ve seen what happens to people who can’t admit what you CAN. Good luck, and never forget that you are beautiful.<3
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You’re such a wonderful person. Thank you for all these kind words. I appreciate a lot and I hope I can live true to them.

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boycott-love posted this

hi, i'm ellie and i'm the most miserable person i know. it's impossible to write something that doesn't make me sound like a cliche. i like sincerity, coffee, thc, dissociative thoughts and lo-fi. i count days since significant events, and i have nightmares every night of which the worst ones aren't nightmares at all. i've changed a lot within this past year.

21 days to a year since this started. 27 days to a year since this really started. I FUCKING MISS YOU.

"you know in a year it's gonna be better. you know in a year i'm gonna be happy."