it's been a while since I stared at the stars
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get some help, please. You are both amazing and beautiful. Nobody should tell you otherwise or make you believe things that are essentially lies. Get psychiatric help, if your mother is allowing you to never go back to school then I'm sure she wouldn't mind you going to a psychologist. Fuck all those stupid people at your school. Talking shit about you shows signs of why they were bad friends to begin with. I'm sensing jealousy from a mile away. You're amazing, get better soon <3
Asked by Anonymous

Thanks. Yeah, I’m seeing my psych tomorrow morning so that one’s settled. Just need more medication, probably. And thank you for the lovely words :3



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hi, i'm ellie and i'm the most miserable person i know. it's impossible to write something that doesn't make me sound like a cliche. i like sincerity, coffee, thc, dissociative thoughts and lo-fi. i count days since significant events, and i have nightmares every night of which the worst ones aren't nightmares at all. i've changed a lot within this past year.

21 days to a year since this started. 27 days to a year since this really started. I FUCKING MISS YOU.

"you know in a year it's gonna be better. you know in a year i'm gonna be happy."